As most Shawols (or KPOP fans for this matter) may have already know, our dearest Jonghyun pulled this stunt in SHINee’s SWC2 tour:
(Please excuse me while I cry.)
At first I thought it was just some extreme closeness that happened, but after that clear video I watched the other day, my eyes couldn’t believe what they saw.
I know it was just a peck, and I know it was fan service, and I know that most Shawols probably dropped their underwear at the sight of this. For some apparent reason, I on the other hand, am shocked; frightened even.
Maybe it’s because I’m not used to this kind of fan service. In fact, maybe I’m just not used to SHINee pulling stunts (lol) like these in the first place. My poor, sweet, innocent husband Taemin, I bet this is what happens when maknaes turn 20. (T_____________T)
And just when I was about to get over it, my friend tweeted me this pic:
Excuse me while I cry again. My poor fucking kokoro.
My 2min feels uncontrollably poured onto this everlasting moment. I cannot determine these feelings of mine. Can I please cry right now? Out of happiness? Out of sadness? This is all too new to me. In the JPOP fandom, this would be utter disgrace.
But then my life has to go on. I guess this is SHINee’s way of testing me. In fact, I was the one who promised to support them no matter what, so despite the fact that this will probably continue in the future, I still have to love them. I mean, who could hate these people?
My opinions will most probably change anyway. Someday I’ll come to realize how lovely these things are.
{ exotic. } 